imma birthday girl

yesterday which is 5 September 2014, i'm officially 18 23 years old, i know i'm still look like sweet 18 hehe.. kalau kita cakap umur kita 15 tahun pun orang boleh percaya.. jadi buat awak (you know who you are), no need to worry ok because (i know that you don't care at all about my age) your-wife-to-be awet muda (Alhamdulillah) :P
Alhamdulillah, i'm feel so grateful to Allah S.W.T because i'm still alive until today, thanks to my parents too because of them.. i'm at here, in the world
at this age, i feel like my life is half complete not fully complete.. you know why? i have my beloved family & the one and only man that i love so much in my life (you know who you are), Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, i'm very grateful to You
BUT my life will be fully complete when we are getting married & i have a stable carrier... but i know, mungkin belum sampai masanya lagi.. rezeki Tuhan nak bagi pada setiap hambaNya lain-lain bentuk dan lain-lain masa and i believe that the time will come, insyaAllah
last night i feel depressed, confused and cannot make a true decision.. when i told him everything about my carrier, i'm crying hahaha.. you know that i'm not strong enough in any other situation when it comes about a test
i don't have to jot down here what i told him on last night.. i feel relieve after i told him everything and feel lucky when i need him, he have a time for me.. terima kasih dengar kita mengadu, makin berumur ni makin cengeng.. kita mudah sensitif bila hal-hal melibatkan hati dan perasaan.. faktor umur mungkin hahaha
i think i already know what should i do and i already make a decision, move on to the next step & May Allah ease my journey... hidup umpama puzzle kan? kita kena cari kepingan demi kepingan puzzle untuk menyempurnakan gambar tersebut :')
btw happy birthday to me, for now i feel grateful with what i have... my family and him, more than enough, much love from me for them.. that's it ❤❤❤

nota lappy: i'm sorry for my broken english & manglish languange.. at least i'm trying my best to improve my writing in English

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